Well, in my excellent stalking abilities, I was able to find out… that someone that used to be my best friend… has decided that his life would have been a lot better if he’d never met me. Knowing that he thinks that feels like someone took a knife and stabbed my chest. I’m so hurt and upset. Because I know that he isn’t going to ever try to be my friend again. I’ve never lost a friend before. This is the first time one of my “best friends” has basically disowned me. It shouldn’t bother me, because the way he treats me leaves a lot to be desired…. but it still hurts… knowing that I wasn’t worth it…. and that hurts.
Yet, it just proves that I shouldn’t be his friend anyways. He’s too immature to handle the friendship, and I’m sick of putting up with his crap…. but am I? Am I really? I keep complaining about him, I keep thinking about what went wrong… i keep wondering what would have changed his mind. But I didn’t do anything wrong, even though he seems to think I did something wrong; yet he refuses to tell me what it was that I did to him… again, I say: immature.
Alas, no more venting. Today I drove to M-boro to help my brother move out of the house and into his apartment (because I also just bought a new vehicle and was able to help him, because he couldn’t carry all of his stuff in his van)… Then made a side trip to visit MJ, luckily didnt have to run into the previously mentioned person, and then I made my way home. Long day!
So anyway, I have a habit now of watching the news before I go to bed 
I’ve been watching me some Anderson Cooper 360! He’s adorable, just sayin’ 
. Figured I should probably keep up with what’s going on in the world, since I have so much time on my hands!
Anyway, I’m still unpacking from when I moved out of my dorm! … My room is a disaster zone!
But for now, I’m going to bed! I’m exhausted! I’ll have to post a more updated post about other stuff next time! 
